First off I want to thank EVERYONE for all of your continued support as I continue to follow my dreams of another Ironman. A special thanks to my Mom and Dad for coming out and spending the day (chasing me around the course) in Madison. I could not do this sport w/out the love & support of my family, especially Wes. He has been gracious with his time w/this site and his photography for years, I’m very blessed to have such a supportive spouse. My team consists of ALL of you and your generosity and continued interest in my dreams. I truly appreciate all of you, thank you!!!!
So many have asked “Why do I do Ironman?” We’ll it’s to prove I am stronger than I thought I ever could be and to make up for the times I wasn’t!
September 12, 2010
Ironman Wisconsin Race Report.
Although this was my 3rd Ironman, each one has been a VERY different race. Back in Feb of this year I thought my dream of chasing Ironman again would not happen. After learning of the severity of my back issue, my training took a different turn. That is when I decided I’d rather race slow and smart, than to not be out there at all. That being said, it took months to wrap my head around a different routine of training and to “teach” myself to not push thru “certain” kinds of pain.
This year at the swim start, I decided to put myself right in the middle of the mix. I’d heard that the masses will carry you, “if” you weren’t pummeled to death! Ha ha. Not the best move to start out, not even a 1/2 mile in, I took some huge beatings that I hadn’t EVER experienced, & they kept coming!!!!
Things got better just before I started the second loop of the swim, I felt good, & strong, & hadn’t a clue that as I made my way out of the water, I was 8 minutes slower than back in ’08.
On the bike is where I felt I had trained the most, & was hoping to make up most of my time. I wasn’t able to “attack” the hills but I was slow and consistent. Trying to keep the back pain controlled to be “able” to last for the 112 miles. I felt the winds getting to me, but also felt that I was managing my pain. Surprisingly when I finished, I was able to get off the bike by myself!!! My friend Jamie who was volunteering was at the dismount area waiting for me, where we both shared MANY tears of joy that I HAD survived the bike!!!! She then walked me into transition yelling to everyone “IRONJEN Coming Thru” where hundreds of spectators were cheering–as she and I wiped our tears. A truly amazing moment!!! Once in T2, I sat down and got ready for my run; my feet felt like pins & needles, as I tried to get the circulation back to them. Next, I was ready to set out to concur the marathon.
The first 5 miles of the marathon are actually HARDER than the last 5 on your body if you ask me. Your legs are trashed from 7:30hrs on the bike and and really pissed at you for asking those muscles to now run! By the time I got to the special needs bags at mile 13, I had some serious blisters and was really struggling w/my back pain. I grabbed some socks, a pain pill, more nutrition and was off for the last 13 miles in the dark. There are miles of the marathon that are way out, away from any spectators and that is where the race gets to be a mental game. So many athletes are walking and struggling, this is where I find myself digging deep! Every part of my body hurt, and all I could do was “keep moving forward”. Seeing my parents, Terri and Wes helped so much. They offered lots of encouragement–and concern, but I assured them that I was racing smart and that there would be NO DRAMA!
The last 12 miles I got into a nice consistent rhythm. I became really determined to run w/out walking and realized that if I could pull it off I’d hit the finish line before 11pm. So that became my focus, keeping an eye on my pace, and breathing, When I realized that I had just one mile left, I knew I was gonna do it! I was SO excited when I got to the half mile mark, rounding the Capitol building hearing all the cheering and the finish line of the athletes names being called out… You are an Ironman! Getting to the chute is such a blur, there’s bright lights everywhere & music & thousands of spectators cheering! It’s the most amazing experience, and it’s the closest thing to heaven on earth that I have ever experienced. All my pain went away, and I didn’t even feel my feet running. My parents were able to be “behind” the finish line and catch me. As I ran to the line, my parents were there smiling, my Mom with open arms! Amazing… And there I was, all done! I crossed the finish line @ 15:53:40, just before 11pm! The longest, hardest day of my life… Wow, I couldn’t believe it. My 3rd Ironman!
Thank you again to everyone for all of your love and support!
–IRONJEN